So Im sittin here… not able to sleep… cause my mind is on a rampage… 

No Matter how real I am with u…

nothin is ever enough… I will never b enough!

I will tell u all u wanna hear and still… 

U just wont b here… 

see the truth is I never forgot u… 

and I probably never will… 

but something in me is tellin me I have to let go… 

I have to move on no matter how much I dont want to… 

I just dont want to b that girl… 

I dont want to b the girl that sits around waitin… 

waitin for u to realize what u had… 

waitin for u to get ur act together… 

waitin for u to truly love me… 

See I just dont want to b that girl… 

the girl that sits at home thinkin… 

thinkin what did I do wrong… 

thinkin what r u up to… 

thinkin y havent u called… 

I just dont kno how to b that girl… 

and Im not ready to b that girl… 

so it may b time to finally move on… 

to once again repeat that phrase i hate… 

LOVE AND LET GO!

love and let go… 

lets see just how long this takes…